Monday, April 10, 2006
Angry angry - 6:13 PM
Wahhh... I haven't felt at such a lost in a long time... First of all, my grades are like shit. While I console myself by reminding myself that most modules I'm taking this sem are not from my major (thus the excuse to do badly, for lets say Sci modules), I KNOW I'M STILL GONNA BE DEPRESSED. sian!!!!! how how how how how how how how how how how......... this sem's GPA is gonna be the worst. ever. And then I try to console myself further by saying that we have exams every sem. This sem no good, nx sem try harder. But UGHHHHHH how how how how how how howwwww.........Secondly, the semester is ending in 1 mth. Meaning I HAVE to get my internship stuff sorted. UHhh where am I now? I DUNNO? Nothing's confirmed, oh I'm so screwed. And no, I can't go home this summer NO MATTER WHAT, cos I HAVE to complete one internship this summer, and the 2nd on the next. Or else I will take 10 yrs to graduate. No joke hor. Will someone just give me a JOB?!?! I SWEAR I WILL WORK HARD!!
Thirdly, the architect's assistant who is in charge of liasing with me is NOT listening!! I AM VERY ANGRY!! I know you are the professional can I'm gonan be the one living inside. So can you FOR GOODNESS'S SAKE LISTEN?! Is it that hard? WAHHH ARGHHHHHH....
seeeeeeeeeee my life sorta sucks right now. I guess its true. Everything sorta goes downhill from your 21st. BAH!!